Favorite Hannah Picture

Favorite Hannah Picture
"Yes, the park!"

Hannah Ballerina

Hannah Ballerina

Play Time

Play Time
"Go super fast!"

Hannah's Room

Hannah's Room

Happier Hannah

Happier Hannah

Hannah sleeping 4-13-10

Hannah sleeping 4-13-10

Preschool Friend's Art

Preschool Friend's Art
Yeah! Friends!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

I Need A Time Machine



I love this picture. I laugh every time I see it. Do you see the look Hannah is giving Aaron? It looks sweet. Adoring even.

Aaron, is sweet. He has a beautiful soul. Aaron is having a loving, cute moment with his sister.

What you don't see is the end of Hannah's shovel. It has some mud. Not alot, it is slipping off. However, that shovel has enough mud to fulfill her plan.

She is going to fling that mud at her brother. And she does in the next second. He doesn't suspect a thing.

That look? Pure mischief. Absolutely, one hundred percent, Hannah.

I want to crawl back into that picture. Back before cancer. Before I even knew your baby could get cancer. Before I was endlessly researching side effects and balancing them against survival. When I didn't have to look at my girl, the smartest little girl, so full of life, and wonder.

I didn't edit the other post yet. I will, I am still researching and so up to my eyeballs in more medical terms. I may be over thinking the whole thing, but every question I have leads to even more questions. I will get some more information from her doctors on Tuesday and then I have a meeting to discuss all of this on February 18th.

What I want is information that is not normally released or even gathered at Hannah's point in treatment. I am meeting some resistance, but the answers matter to me. I will post, at some point, a more readable explanation of what is going on.

8 comments:

  1. She's every cell your daughter. Keep fighting for her, mom.

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  2. That is such a sweet picture. I wish you and your family all the best in getting the answers you want and deciding for the future, Carrie. My thoughts are with you all.

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  3. What an adorable picture. I'll be thinking about you.

    XO

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  4. sniff :(

    I love the look on her face, but reading your description of what came next, made me LOL :) What cutie pies!!
    My prayer is that SOON, you'll be at the beach with your girl, flinging mud to your heart's content.

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  5. I just wanted to leave a note this morning letting you know that I am praying for your daughter, and for you, and for the doctors who are caring for her. ((( hugs )))

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  6. Sending you a big hug, it is a lovely picture, she does have such spirit. Best wishes to the both of you xx

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  7. Oh, honey. Look at your little darling.

    So what's happening now?

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  8. Such a feisty little girl! That attitude is probably serving her well in this battle against cancer.

    Good luck with your decision. Praying for you to feel peace and comfort with your decision.

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